So, I have had a nice break of . . . oh, 2 or 3 months where my emotions evened out a bit. I thought, "Great, I guess it was just 1st trimester hormones". But no. They have returned (as has my back pain/side ache which is a weird coincidence).
8 1/2 weeks until my due date. Then I'll have the baby, be a weepy ball of emotion for a month or two after that (if history repeats itself) and then get back to my old cold, unfeeling self (just kidding about the last part - I just consider myself to be "reserved" emotionally).